23 Jan 2018
19 Mar 2018
Link to this post
Good afternoon folks.
Me and other half spent weekend in BC with a wicked fun and great entertaining couple - so this is how it is for us non smokers? I was out numbered and forced too do things on my own while they went out to smoke lol...
When the 1 half of that couple openingly admitted he missed my company, I appreciated his honestly (and warmed my heart) that he misses me smoking! And I did try to keep smokers company, but the smoke smelled sooo good, and then I was booted (I also appreciated that support) and forbidden to try again.
Thank goodness I'm still taking champix, as it super helps with cravings and all that! The battle between 'oh my god that smells so good, I want a cigarette ' and knowing 'there's a huge difference between the smell and the taste of a cigarette!' I can still remember how the taste of 1, how it wasn't very pleasant, therefore, making it a total waste of a good smoke. That social aspect of smoking is a doosey!!!!
I silently resented them.... I struggle hard to not smoke, for those minutes, I am focused on doing what I can to stay not smoking, - they come in smelling pleasant, and carry on without regarding my struggle! BUT! They don't want me smoking <<< the irony hey lol
I am proud to say I am back home and still smoke free... Its been 41 days!!!