28 Nov 2017
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Is all good, everyday is a challenge, every situation, moment or confrontation, is a rezone to to sleep. Is up to Me, to change my mind in those Moments,
My relationship with smokes was so high, i was too deep into it. About long ago, I started to feel wire, My legs don't work, no power, coifing every brief, All my clouts with holes, I was a mess.
Until one day, I went to the Doctor with my daughter. Doctor told me in front of her, do you want me to help you. Well you must quit! He said. That was it. That was my turning point.
I confront my self with all my past, my fears, pain and many different sensations played a game with me for a long time. That was my mind clearing up of all chemicals, so my body started to change day by day, I walk a lot, I always trying to distract my self doing something to do not fail into the crave.
That was a short version of my Journey. more than 5 years ago, I am now a free Man.
My relationship with smokes is no longer in my life.
But as a high addict of course i need support, I quit cold turkey, after 2 weeks my cravings come all in ones and I fail then I went back to the quit Zone! For long time! until one day I quit failing, cheating and Accept that I need help, I use Nrt spray when I need it. And look for local help,
I am so proud of my self! no matter how long or how many times did I fail and quit again, I never stay quit long like this, i change every aspect of my live, every rezone to fail.
I know what I want, just to brief free! that's it!
Be nice, with your self, you are work it! So is yours lungs!
All the best
Last modified on 28 Aug 2020 06:39 by brieffree