28 Feb 2020
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Half A Year and 8 days I have not smoked ! Some days go by and really do not think to much about smoking and some days its all I can think of. But the more days under my belt the better- why start the ugly cycle up - all over again!
I feel BETTER that I now "get" that I was killing myself and harming myself when I smoked. I was ok - the fact that I hid my smoking so others would not inhale or smell it- I but I would be able to ?? I get that now. I was harming my self,,, and it was/is a self esteem issue,,,,,Happy half a year to me! SUCH GRATITUDE TO THIS COMMUNITY- KIt12